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My injury, I would never...

       My injury, I would never ask for anything this drastic or extreme to happen to anyone, actions speak louder than words. My guess is that I was semi-aware that this could potentially take place. So my reasoning that everyone is some degree aware that before and while they're partaking in any action, the consequence may not be to their liking.

For this analogy since a therapist said it, my head will be a filing cabinet and all my memories files inside. When my head came into direct contact with the cedar tree, even though my brain injury was closed in nature, "files" were metaphorically strewn all over the road.

Then, when the emergency crew was summoned by Officer E N Stallard finally arrived, they were more worried about saving my life than collecting all the files. So they saved my life... From that point, even before, the respect I had for the helping professionals only grows by the day.  It all was what it was, as it is what it is.

       As you go through life you pick up traits, well the traits that I had acquired over the years were either magnified or shrunk due to this.

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